I was a big fat jerk. A bitch even. I'm sorry. I was way to spiteful, too cruel. I was jealous you know? I'm so gosh awful jealous of you and your flippin friends and I hate being reminded that I have so few at my own school. Even so, it was childish and low of me to say what I did to you and I am sorry. Someday I'm going to say something that people can't forgive and this may have been it. It just comes out of my mouth because I can't stay mad at people so I figure the victim of my words won't be mad the next day either. Now I guess I'm just making up excuses though. Even if they are true.
The point is that I'm really very sorry. And if you can't forgive me for my sake, I'll hope that you can forgive me for the sake of our mutual friends because they're not in this fight and to make them suffer because of me would be something I could never allow.
What else can I say? I'm sorry. Really truly and sincerely sorry.
--Cameron
